Dreamland:
My heart
goes out to you about birthdays.
I had to change the day of our Birthday, at least here on PC. We can celebrate the day we choose to or not at all.
It minimizes those 'hurtie memories' because they are attached to some other day.
(Still have to figure them out eventually maybe but in your own time and way).
So you see you are: good, smart, strong, responsible, and most of all deserving.
Hunny
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Originally Posted by dreamland
 just can't process all of the pain that we're feeling. . .everyone at work is wishing us well for our b'day and all we want to do is cry and cry. can barely be here at work right now. not everyone inside feels 41 and birthday's are a trigger for some too. . .The hurt is overwhelming us.
we're bad and stuped
we don't deserve good attentions
we should be punished for being so stupid and needy and difficult.
hate our body and selves right now. just want to go away. . . |