((((((((((((((((((((((Asylum Crew)))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are struggling so much right now. I think people have shared their experiences with you and hopefully that makes you feel not so all alone. But, your experience may or may not coincide with theirs as you can see that even their posts vary between members.

Please see a professional person that can not only help you sort out what you are experiencing but can also help you with medication should it be warrented.

Good luck and I hope you find some relief.

BB