Thanks Vickie!!
My H tells me that also--how awesome it is that he matured and realized his own mistakes---i was one month short of 19 and he was one month short of 22 when we got married.

there is alot of work to do in this new area and my T is excited and happy i'm beginning this journey.......oh but how SCARY it is

hopefully in the process i begin to believe and accept my worth as a person, woman, wife......inside and out.

one of my dearest friends is 68 and i think the one of the most beautiful women i know---inside and out. she has been an inspiration "i want to be like B..." but in reality, I have to be myself......

just rambling now.....
but so much damage has to be repaired and sometimes i'm not sure there is enough time to repair it ......