AC,

I too agree with the others who remind you that you need a professional to help you discover what is really going on with you. It is dangerous for people to "practice psychiatry without a license". They could mean well and still be very wrong and hurtful.

If at all possible I would push to be seen sooner than Oct. I know that is not always possible, but sometimes if a person pushes to be heard they get help sooner. We call that "the squeeky wheel gets the grease". Take care!

Leslie/Pixies