Welcome... I am sorry for your lost, you have the right to be angry though remember its your not fault! Well people do sometimes use you in life and that when we learn to trust certern people. No matter what your never alone! What medication do you take? I'm on fluextine (prozac) But how you cope with depression? First accept that depression is a phase in yourself. Try sports e.g. badminton, swimming, jogging. No matter what skill your at it good. Eat healthly ceasur my favourite. Get to bed on time the latest is ten pm. Keep hygine levels up. But a bit of make up. Talk to people! {{{{{{{Freespirit6}}}}}}}