hi secret,

you don't know me, but i want to say that i know how terrible it can be when you feel so numb and yet so awful. i've struggled with the desire to be gone from life. i have been getting help and i do not feel that way now and many days are better for me now. the pain seldom feels so hopeless anymore.

you are welcome here and people do listen here. keep writing when you can. i care too.