it is so nice to know that someone feels the same way, I have been kinda reclusive in the last few days just tryingto sort this all out cause I thought I was doing so well. I don't like using my body like that, and flirting to get attention....... you sound like I feel.

I do believe I can do this, I have to , I have my kids to think about, its just scary to know that it is that easy to fall back to old ways. I am trying though