Heather....

Thanks for your thoughts. Yes, that was the first time I had seen her in probably 3 months. And, that is even with working a the same place. I know that she has purposely managed her routine as to avoid me.

It's werid because I know I have been doing better. And, I know I have been more upbeat, especially since I have rediscovered an old friend (well, old lover actually).

I am just so conflicted as to what to do. I don't want to miss out on a friendship that I desparately need right now. But, for some odd reason it feels like "cheating". I mean I know I should move on, and it has been over three months. But, it just doesn't seem like that long.