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Originally Posted by Pup
Part of me wants to be pre-adolescent, part of me wants to... I don't want an adults body, or an adults life, I want to be little, a little tiny girl, taken care of, loved, cared for, hardly got that as a child, it was all over the place...
One thing she said is regarding my mother that sometimes we just have to get on with it, can't depend on her, she has her vulnerablities, preparing me to be a young adult, need to take responsibility for myself > all of this made me MORE scared and more on the verge of just relapsing but I dunno... I don't want to die... but I'm not entirely sure if I want to be here anymore... not suicidal... just overwhelmed and tired...
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This makes a lot of sense Pup.........
The CFS/ME is autoimmune and this fits with the gut flora exactly. A lot of our immune system is in our gut and if we have a yeast overgrowth, other bad bacteria which isn't supposed to be there or not enough good bacteria this messes with our immune system and causes allergies and autoimmune disorders. This is what happened to me. I had many, many allergies and I had psoriasis which is autoimmune. After my treatment I do not have it anymore. Regular docs do not work on the gut flora. Alternative docs do this..........