thanks all for you input..............I talked to my T today and he assured me that he will be back and he still wants to work with me. But it will be so hard to say goodbye to him this Friday and then know I will not see him for 10 days....UGH....I was honest and told him that my old feelings of him leaving me have resurfaced....he is now trying to figure out why though.........I just know this vacation is going to be VERY HARD on me............I have missed him since being in the hospital for 2 weeks and now coming out and only getting to see him for 3 days then nothing.........UGH cannot handle it............I have been taking naps and trying to take it slow at home..........BUT my anxiety is really bad.......taking my meds to help it but it is still bad..........just so much stuff to catch up on UGH.......... thanks for listening again