i didnt discuss this with anyone.
Now Im giivg SAT,my dads gonna kill me after i got B and 2 Cs in A-LEVELS and u know why i got such bad result?well during exam the same uncontrollable era started even though id train my self dont do it but its almost like a seperate entity of me which i talk to.

I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT A PART OF ME AND FORGET ABOUT IT.
I dont want u guys saying " oh u have a big problem u need drugs and blablabla "
I KNOW I CAN DEFEAT IT!!!
I just need reason to believe that ' ITS ALL IN MY HEAD"""just **** it!!"

pleaseee e