So I went back to work. Everything is ok on that front so far. But I find myself on the long drive to and from work feeling as though I am going to cry. Really cry. I don't, but I worry that soon I might. My OCD is out of control. I am counting things and checking things over and over. It gets exhausting. My honey gets stressed and then I get stressed. I worry about being a burden to her. And so it goes...

I have told my pdoc. He upped my Seroquel. I see my T on Thursday. So hopefully I can get some help and nip it in the bud.