I took a nap earlier it was suppossed to be a little 45 minute power nap. But I slept for an hour and a half. Ever since I woke up I have been feeling so sad and lonley. And anxious. My house is an awful mess and I know if I don't get it cleaned my husband will come in and be mad at me. I have'nt even walked my dog since I been up so I know she's mad at me. I just wanna go back to bed. And to top it all off I have a migraine. I feel like no one in real life understands what is going on with me. Some days I feel happy and content. But on days like today and yesterday, I feel restles and sad and depressed because I feel all alone. Sometimes I miss my mom when I get like this. She always made things seem better and when I got like this she would come over and I would make her my peanut butter cookies she loved so much and we would drink coffee and talk for hours. I miss haveing that kind of friendship. She was so easy to hang out with. Never pressured me and loved people for the way they were. Ok I'm done whining lol. Thanks for listening