{{{{{{{{{Heidu}}}}}}}}}}}}} you are so sweet, ty for all those compliments. I treat everyone better than I treat myself for I don't believe that I am worth anything UNLESS I am doing things for others. I have no value in my eyes, just because I exist doesn't give me that right.

You made me laugh about my husband, ty. Your directness is wonderful and very accurate.

I know that I have control over things to a certain extent, it's just the willingness is gone without having someone out here that genuinely knows me and is still my friend.

Mary Alice