Vett, I understand all your thoughts and I appreciate the input.

On alot of it though, I think we are agreeing to disagree.

No, I don't think life is worth living - that is my decision, my choice. If I really wanted things to turn around, I could probably make them, but I have no desire too. I am tired of pushing and fighting to make it so...........just as you were not too long ago.

Ty for caring.

Mary Alice