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Originally Posted by Sannah
I have read doctor's notes which were inaccurate to what I told them. I think that it has more to do with them than it does with me. They just make mistakes.
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Yes they most certainly do and I encourage everyone who is in treatment be it medical or mental health to ask to see what is being written down about you.
People do not hear correctly . And since I have ADHD ( self diagnoisied so far) I know how easy it is to do this . And how it could be difficut to follow broken interupted thought processes that are frequently thought but not always verbalized.
Tommorrow morning I have to sit with a therapist so we can read through an old therapists report of me from two years ago that has me kicked out a therapy group I was never in. I was only in one theraputic group and i left that group to go to sschool. this along with about five numeric mistakes of my theraputic history . And Id like to make a notaion that my "disheveld" appearance is not do to low self esteem and or depression, but of a woman who works her hind end off in these humoungous gardens and has not the ENERGY or TIME to shower do make up for an hour appointment and then rush home and put on my muddy clothes .
and that notation that I screwed the foot ball team .. and the trip to mexico for a supply run.. Just aint so!
any way .. I need the report because it has my testing for adhd ,it has to be corrected first.
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I see how most of us here are affected by the subjects of truth and lies. It seems that most of us who have had an unfortunate childhood have real strong feelings about the truth. For myself I figured out that I feel so strongly about the truth because I watched my mom make up the "truth" all my life. It really leaves an imprint on you.
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Something to think about . TRUST , being trusted by a parent or friend and the being Honest . yes most certainly Sannah.
Its the labels that can bring more baggage than a car has room for .
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On second thought, I was wondering if the confusion is just how people interpret recovery??? I think that it can be interpreted both ways - 1) that you have recovered and 2) that you have been battling it........
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I had this come to me shortly after I typed this thread . I think many just don't beieve its possible to recover or they have no idea what it takes to recover as in ongoing work to stay in remission . to use a cancer term.
My priamry care doc said this to me after I gave her a very honest and full run down of my history.
" well is the eating a problem , do you have it undercontrol. ? "
talk about not feeling heard . This Keeps hapening .
Its time to speack up as its happening.
Thanks Shanna for your input.
Patricia