Wow, you show a heck of a lot of poise for freaking out. I'm sure If I were you, I wouldn't be coherent. What a jerk that man is! I'm waiting for my own license application to get processed, and, yeah, I was warned that a lot of folks don't want us out there in the health professions. Thank God my supervisor is such a honey.

Don't give up, though. D'ya think you can talk to the doctor? Is he aware of what he is doing to you? Can you get a second opinion? Don't let him get you stressed beyond what's good for you. Illigitimi non carborundum. Good luck