Update:
The hospital called back and they can't prescribe because I am under my regular p-doc's care, he can'r prescribe because he is on vacation, his on call can't prescribe because I got the original prescription at the hospital.

My t-doc called and he will check in with me later to see how I am doing, but I think it si an Er trip tomorrow to see if they can prescribe. I don't know if I'll be admitted or not, but I'll bring my journal with me so that they can see what has really been going on in my messed up deluded mind.

I let you all know if I go tomorrow or if I end up there tonight, but I think I can do it tomorrow. My husband has hidden all my meds and only left out my doses for the day.

Even if I go crazy, and take it all, I don't have enough in a day to hurt me.

I am not happy with p-docs but the catch 22 is that I need them.