Manda and Calista,

You did not trigger me in any way. I am totally responsible for what I read and how I react to it. I just hurt so much to live with someone who is supposed to be my closest and dearest person and not be able to tell him what is happening in my life. It just makes it so lonely and unsafe in my own home. It blocks things from coming up and being dealt with.

Thanks for being here with me. This place and you all mean a lot to me and my alts.

Leslie/Pixies