((((((((((((((Chalmette)))))))))))))))))

sitting with you sweetie,

I am starting to get flashbacks like you have described, the smells and tastes. Your not alone hun, we are all here for you, and care very much about you.

I think discussing this with your T and telling her you need help but aren't ready to tackle these memories just yet is a good idea. I think she can help.

Sending lots of hugs and feathers to you hun
Sparrow