I've been thinking and I think I might need to start taking an AD.

I was on one but got taken off it and things seem worse now.

I also have NOTHING to do.

So, I am in the midst of applying for 2 partime volunteer jobs (each would be once a week for an hour or so).

I see my pdoc on 9/8.

I don't know when I'll start the volunteer jobs. They say within the next 6 weeks!! Can my mood wait that long????? (actually I am SCARED to start them--but will do it nonetheless)

Thank you for everyones support. It just hurts, ya know??? But knowing you all are here for me HELPS. Thank you.