ty twilight...we feel about as strong as a wet noodle...an feel like we're at that breakin point an donno how ta get around it so we dont feel that way...after several years of therapy we thought we'd b farther along...so whats the dam holdup now? we r hopin this is just a temporary thing an we wont hafta go too much longer b4 we see some lastin changes...is just weird that now that schools gearin up for our lass that we would start feelin stuck again...when we'd rather b doin stuff with her we find ourselves hopelessly mired in stuff that we thought we dealt with b4 now...just dont understand is all...an seems foreign at the same time...kinda like dejavu but not the same if that makes ne sense...almost like its a starting over typa thing...our case mgr's dad is very sick an might not make it an that may b triggerin our stuff bout our dad...hes been gone for 26 years now an we still have unresolved feelins bout his death...we donno if thats it but have a sneakin suspicion that is part of it...please keep us in ur thoughts...
megwetch...
abbi
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