I don't dare, because it is the only mood stabilizer I am on. I would be afraid of what would happen without any safety net at all, however, I agree that this med is doing about what eating a plate of poop would do for me. Pretty much nothing but leave a bad taste in my mouth.

Bad, bad anger going on here... almost refused my meds tonight and almost refused to go to the ER ever because I have no one to take me tomorrow because my husband is being wimoy to his boss and not telling him what he needs to do for his wife.

I said that I am fine, with no issues whatsoever and I don't need any care at all. I am irrational and deluded and losing reality, but posting seems to help because I can take a step away and evaluate what I am saying. Unfortunately, being irrational makes husbands get angry and go to bed when you want them to stay up with you.

I am too scared to go alone but I have to go tomorrow.

Anyway, I forget what number we are on for the pamphlet, so we can add what I just said as a personal but anonymous testimony to the lack of care we get unless we are bleeding from the eyeballs.