Thread: Tired of trying
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Old Aug 20, 2009, 09:59 PM
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Originally Posted by Jewels View Post
Thank you all for your wonderful and touching posts. Sometimes I can't see the forest because the trees get in the way. That is how I am feeling right now. I know in my head that it won't always be this way, that I have the tools and things to get through this, but it seems like whatever good I do I get thrown to the lions for doing it. Life just isn't fair sometimes, and sometimes it's downright rude. When you try your very best, and it isn't good enough, for long enough, you begin to wonder what is so wrong about you that people just want to peck you to death with their words or their actions. I've tried staying on the offensive, trying to be polite and listen, but I end up more hurt than before. So I end up getting into the defensive behaviors, and before I notice, I have ended up being just as rude to them as they were to me. Oh well. I know I have so much to be thankful for, and some of them are right here in this very forum. So, thank you for all your support. I think God knew exactly what He was doing when He showed me this place.

Yahna
I agree with this, hun!
Great points!
(Webber)Christine
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Thanks for this!
Jewels