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Originally Posted by miragex
And to make things worse, when I tried to make everything alright, I can't because she is not mentally stable any more. I mean, I can be really cruel to her and even when she says my name in public, I can deny it saying she is not mentally stable and somehow get away. Besides, she has a very bad reputation at our work place for lying to almost everyone. So much that no one believes her even if she says the truth. In fact, that is one of the reasons that I actually wanted to do something about her character. I wanted to change her to be a better human being and to correct her moral values. But in the process, it ended up like this.
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Miragex.....
This breacks my heart ... I would meditate on these words you just wrote .What it says about you to you.
To me they show a man who had sex with a woman he had no respect for and had no intention of making a comitment to and is trig to make her be a person who would be respectable by his side.
You might concider telling your wife about this because she deserves to know who you really are and make desisions about your future together.
And I would get some professional help for yourself and focus on you.
My heart goes out to your 21 year old friend, She has a hard road ahead of her full of greif and sadness over how she has let herself be treated by men.
And as much as she is sharing her pain it is her road alone to bear and you are just a present pice of the entire show.
I hope she gets good professional help and by some grace heal her heart and learn how not to get herself into another No win situation .
Everyone is deserving and deserves a deeply loving committed relationship . Its unfortunate some have learned they are not worthy of this love. yet strive and hope to find it someday.
I'm one of them and my time left is short.
excuse my boldness.
I wish you well,
Patricia