(((white_iris)))

it's going to be hard but worth every shake and OSs...

jme, but I darted in and out of wanting to get better to WTH have I gotten myself into now?!
it got to the point that I was frozen...didn't want to go back to the way I felt, but sure as heck didn't like what seemed to be coming...but I had to keep going if I expected to feel better.
Most emotions were not allowed in my FOO unless you were drunk or menopausal...or both. Testosterone was almost always a free ticket.
I developed brass ones over time.

Still, admitting to anger, etc. was an itch with a capital B.

((w_i)) you have many of us standing with you...that sounds trite but you do have people who sincerely care about you.

Bunch of us are here so keep a running update whenever you want...

In Peace