((((Berries)))) Some times I ask myself the same thing, is it real? our illnesses that is? I don't know, but I do know that I can not function like I used to, or want to. I haven't got what it takes to be normal any more. What is doing this to me is unclear. I do know that I did try to stop all medications also - under doctors care - I wish that I would have not done that. It brought me to some very awful lows. Good luck at what ever you try. Hugs for your day. Always keep us posted.