Does it matter how badly you want to hurt yourself, as long as you don't do it?
Does it matter that you wish you were dead, as long as you don't attempt to make it so?
Does it matter if you feel that you are emotionally dead, as long as you keep breathing?
Does it matter how much you are hurting deep down inside, as long as you pretend you are ok?
Does it matter how you feel, as long as you don't let it show?