Dear Megwetch, Yahna and Jewels,

You hit on the same sore spot I think that the pixies and I are hurting over. My children are going forward in their lives with all their own situations and challenges and we are STILL dealing with some issues over and over again and have been with our T for 15 years now. Some of us feel angry over the length of time we've been having to spend on these issues and then up pops an alt who's never been out before now. ARGH!

I really hoped we would be healed and over this by now - DOING LIFE NOW, instead of DOING THERAPY AS LIFE. AAAHHHHHGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!

I am tired of trying too, tired of trying to untangle the crazy, mad ball of yarn that is my life with DID. so tired.

For me, I just can't quit, I've been trying to go through this process and ultimately it has made my life better than anything that came before. I have to keep putting one foot in front of the other and breathe in and out until we all get heard and we all get helped. I do not want any little part of us left unheard, unaided. I ain't enjoying the trip, but I gotta get to the destination someday... I know you want to also. One day at a time, One hour at a time.

Hang in there, ok?