So I decided to take a chance. I'm new here. I have been dealing with depression most of my life. I'm about to turn 4o in a few days. I've been diagnosed with social phobia and major depression in the past, actually many times in the past. I am in the thick of depression, insomnia, anger, feelings of worthlessness....and I am utterly alone. I am not currently under any treatment for depression or anxiety. I am doing this solo, and I'm failing....

I really want a support system to help me deal with this. I have been trying to do this alone for so many years, and I have failed. I need to try something new. I was hoping that I could find a community somewhere where I could fit in and maybe even help others..... thanks for listening....