Laura and any and all who do or will relate,
thank you for the supporting words and relating. I'm sorry for those with such experiences. Im not going to revisit this thread though, Im to easily destabilized by my own efforts to "understand" anything herein. . .but I think its important to let it stand just as a witness to what can and does happen under the influence of heartless evil among some people.

I will ask respectfully that anyone so moved will please resist the temptation to refine my vocabulary or "correct" my perception. I'm quite capable of choosing my own words in speaking for myself and I have chosen the word "evil" consciously.