Thank you so much Miss A, White iris, Place, Petunia and __zh.

Yesterday i got very sick at work while planting a large flower bed outside from 10:30 to 3:30 when work ends. It was so hot and we were so engrossed into the complicated planting plan - forgot to drink enough water and take breaks. When we came home - i could barely drive, it felt like i was going to pass out, went to bed.
i couldn't recover from the heat and had a very bad headache that turned into a migraine. The pain was so bad and couldn't hold anything down.

My h was there for me- he helped me and took me to the hospital and even stayed. i was so thankful because it was so scary there. i never was so sick before- they had me get another CAT scan. There was a bad reaction to Torol (it sounded like that), an anti inflamitory medicine they gave me. It really felt like i was going to die- my heart was racing so fast and the vomiting so bad i couldn't breathe. it felt so terrible. Then that was an emergency. After about 30 minutes of that, of being on all the monitors and EKGs it became better and they had me stay until about 2am. i'm so thankful to be alive. It felt like i was going to die.

This morning my face is so swollen that it doesn't look like me and head hurts but i'm thankful God gave another chance.

It's so hard to live with me- my h was there for me in the emergency. It would be hard for anyone to live with me. i wish it wasn't and i'm trying so hard now to be better, to get better. i need to get serious with therapy, it's a life and death issue for me now.

Thank you all so much for being there.
Love,
kerria