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Berries · Aug 22, 2009, 05:23 PM

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Originally Posted by Babysteps09

I see absolutely NOTHING - ZERO - ZILCH to look forward to.
Whether it be a party , camping , upcoming holidays , spending time
with family , or just chatting on the phone. The only thing that's
keeping me going is my dog and PC .
Sorry for the self-pity party , but its true .
I absolutely HATE my life .
If I won $10 million in the lottery , my life would still suck.
I could buy alot more and have financial security , but I still
wouldn't be happy . Honestly I wouldn't .
Feel free to ignore .

I completely know what you are saying.

I have tons of good stuff in my life--good family, good T, good Pdoc, health benefits, a roof over my head, meals to eat, adorable and loving pets, a best friend that is worth her wieght in gold...And I still can't get excited about anything or look forward to anything.

I don't want to die, but wouldn't mind getting hit over the head with a sledge hammer and going into a coma for a couple years.

I am sorry we both feel this way.