i am soooooooo sorry that i dropped this thread! my apologies to all responses. i couldn't look at it for a bit. i hope you understand.

i've been able to put some distance between me and the memories and feelings. however, i have to try to maintain a safe distance while keeping them close to absorb. it's a balancing act that i've never been able to master, and i'm trying so hard.

thank you again! be safe,

kd