justfloating You ask what do you do now? You keep your head up. Find somthing to fill that void in you heart and life. Iknow how you feel. You don't want him when he's around but when he's away he is all you think about. Could it be becuase your used to him being around? That it has nothing to do with loving him? It will only feel like this for a little while. Then one night you'll be laying there and realize he never entered your thoughts not even once.
But in the mean time find something you enjoy doing. When I broke up with someone I cared about, I started drawing and writting poetry. I found it to be such a good outlet for my pain and at the same time I found out I was really good at it. It was something to keep my mind off of my ex. Now when I get sad, I grab my camera and take pictures of everything that catches my eye outside. It really helps to occupy my mind.
I hope you find something to help ease your heartche. Also remember the bad about him never the good. Good luck justfloating