Good luck, babe......
The best course of action, even if we don't like it

, will ALWAYS present itself.......
Maybe an "emotional separation" ceremony from your things will open some doors for change?
And then the right person, right circumstance, right situation........will present itself.........because you are READY to let go......
Hate to sound "cosmic".........but true nonetheless.........things become a part of us, hold memories, stir emotions........and we are loathe to part.......so we must peacefully seperate........in order to be free....
Take care babe......change can be a powerful and frightening time......but intensely liberating.......
Big hugs......



Michah