Thanks ((((((((Everyone)))))))) for the support and sharing....i'm glad you are all here to share with.

((((((Hunny)))))) sorry "she" cut your hair and seemed to make you look like a boy.... that hurts and confuses i'm sure.
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MAY TRIGGER*****RESENTMENTS******
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resentments
1) i resent that she left me as a baby to live in a new house with dad and get pregnant and have the sister and not really want me back at 2+ yrs old but took me anyway b'cuz grandfather demanded she do..... so maybe
2) i resent that she took me and really didn't want me or care
3) i resent that it was always about her--how i looked reflected on her, i was a "baby doll", a prop,
4) i resent i was her cinderella, slave and babysitter to 5 younger sibs. while "her daughter" ( the sister i have so much trouble with) didn't have to do anything
5) i resent that she competed with me, caused me to fail, gave up on me, stepped on my self esteem, and rose up above me

that's all for now. while i feel a twinge of anger, i feel more pain and sadness and i feel very small and very used....very very ashamed...
i don't like this homework assignment from T very much.......
back to a corner.
back to a safe hiding place so no one finds me