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i am so sorry i am so late to your thread p7. i bet gypsey was the bomb. i had a cat for 16 years and he died a few years ago. it was sad as he was my little buddy so i do understand how sad you are. he literally kept me alive when there were times i wanted to end it as i didn't have anyone to leave him with. it's ok that you are numb right now. you will start to come out of it when you are ready. putting pressure on yourself doesn't work--if it did we wouldn't all be here on pc. i'll sit with you sweet p7--better yet i think you need some pocket riders for thurs with t. ok, the crazy boodle dog and i are in.

you are right that you can't do it all on your own. it just takes some of us stubbornly independent types awhile to get that. but that's what we're here for.