I actually feel exactly like that. I often get sooo angry at the people around me that I don;t even want to think about them. They cause so much stress and so many headaches. They think im an insecure stupid baby or they think I am slutty or they think I am smart and successful that I don't try hard enough. They also like to manipulate me and pry me for information. I am actually alot smarter than they think and will actually catch them in thier own game. I happen to be really sneaky at times which is mostley because of them. Well, what ever they think of me, I have actually stopped talking to most of them and I am a better person. I usully feel guilty about alot of the anger I have. I hate feeling angy at people but over all limiting the comunication I have between each person has helped. Also, I have sort of created a "personality" or a way I represent my self to each of them. Now they don't bother me because they have coined me as a "male *****". All I know is distancing my self from them a little bit has helped alot. I hope you can find some way of having a better way of reliving some of the stress that the people you love put on you.
Feel free to talk.
Roman
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Roman James
amborderie@sbcglobal.net
Bipolar Disorder
General Anxiety Disorder
Obssesive Compulsive Disorder
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