Ryan, I just heard from Sqrl and now this note from you.
this must be so hard for you...
it's hard for me to hear.
I love that you were honest and forthcoming....
Oh Ry...
that's why you left a little while ago?
I am so deeply sorry.
if you feel up to it please keep in touch...you are totally loved by us all.
love is a healing energy and along with whatever you decide to do...we all send you our love, the love that is for you..
dear Ry.
so come back when you can.
I look forward to hearing from you.
Ganesha