I have not felt that this has been a real safe place for some time. I am feeling frustrated by the conflict and ignored with the processing. I don't need anyone to defend this site. I would be the first to do so. I am conflict avoidant, that has a roll here as well as my true belief that the only difference we can make for eachother is truly being open and loving. I know the places of humiliation about things that have occured and the daily stinkin fear we have to live with at times. But I am so not comfortable with a lot of the upheavel here lately. I am not really upset with anyone. I know we each carry our 60 pound back packs of baggage. But I do not feel safe here. I feel like this place has changed. If it is me, I need to know because it would be a sign of worsening depression. However, if others feel or understand what I am saying let me know too. I just don't feel like I am connecting much here. Don't know what happened. I hate the fighting!