"i think it's because i see therapy so much as my hope, my source of support, my avenue for change... and when things don't add up i'm left feeling very alone with my crap, and that even the professionals can't help me. it's not even over big things like csa or something. just stupid stuff that most ppl deal with at some point in their lives. "

Deli - yep - me too. And i have gone sui in T before. I never told her. I felt if i told her, i'd lose her for sure. and if i lost her, then i really would have no further reason. she is the reason i am where i am. i just sent her an email today saying that without her and my dr i'd be lost.

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