((((((((((((((((((Multipixie)))))))))))))))))) I'm so very very sorry that you are having to deal with this. I wish I had a magic answer for you.

While DID saved us as children, it adversely affects so much of our adulthoods. I'm so sorry husband is not supportive.

Do you think you could go stay with daughter for a bit? Maybe a small vacation? I don't know if that's even feasible right now.

I'm not much help tonight, but please know I care. I will try to think more on this and respond again at a later time.

Please take gentle care.