In my case, I felt really good for a while, my coping skills improved, and my support network seemed strong, so I thought it was a good idea to at least try. Are you seeing things falling into place or is your ability to handle things significantly better than it was when you went off the meds last? Could be wrong, but that's probably the meds. There's no harm trying to wean off under a doctor's watchful eye if you've got friends or family around to be on the lookout, too, but if you have a sense of urgency to get off the meds, you might want to ignore that. Like you said, you have ALWAYS, right?

Hoping you find your answers.