Hi,

I can completely relate to vacantangel's situation. I also feel that I have no self esteem. I 2 have so much self hatred, that it dramatically effects my life. I am now married but am so worried to let my husband do much of anything becuase I am really wondering how he could love this terrible person I believe I am. I feel worthless, and unlovable, I can't trust anyone, and am starting to push everyone away. I have known about this since my teenage years, but now am so sick of it I want to change. Please help me. Can anyone tell me where to start??? TY