I'm not sure what to say. All I know is that i hate being this way. I cry all day everyday. I don't want to do anything. I just want it to stop now! I'm tired and I want to give up. Nothing in this world is worth living like this! I should be dead from crying so much! I have meds, I have a Pdoc, nothing seems to work. I don't know what else to do. If it weren't the thought of my Mother being devastated I would end everything. She's the only reason. I don't want to leave her sad.