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just wanted you to know your NOT alone. I just came out of the hospital for this very same reason....I did not want to do the suicide thing and leave my family with that....so I checked myself in to remain alive....but now I am like you wishing something else would do me in....but I am fighting it BIG TIME.....doesnt help when my T is on vacation this week....the week after I get out of the hospital....makes me not want to hold on period....but I am trying to stay busy which in turns keeps my mind off my pain and sorrow by posting and reading other posts here on PC.........it just helps sometimes to know I am NOT alone in my feelings....
so hang in there okay?? others here feel your pain and we are here to listen and help you but you have to talk to us..........post on why your feeling like you want it to end right now.........get your feelings out.........
take care dear friend.........we love you