Sadly, what you wrote is oh so familiar. I hate that this happened to you. We have been through similar hurts online. We've had someone be an enormously good friend and suddenly she verbally ripped me apart and it hurt so bad we had the first s.i. we've had since the early 90's. It's really hard, I still miss her, but I could never trust her again. Forgiveness is something that helps me get by when I'm hurt, but forgiveness and being open with someone again are two separate things. With some people I think things can heal, but with others it is not possible. Sorry you were hurt.

Pixies