Do what you must, RhysMadison. I believe you are a survivor, I would never have let my others talk to a therapist when I was your age.
I haven`t been here long but for me you have been the calm voice of reason in every thread.
Sometimes there is too much happening inside to be giving so much of your thought to others.
I wish you could stay, but you must do whatever you need to make your selves safe & functional, we also will survive.