I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad. When I felt that terrible, I begged for a meds change with my provider. She refused week after week and I got worse and worse. Finally, I took myself off of the suspect medication and I've been feeling better. Went the opposite direction. Instead of sleeping all day and wanting to die, now I have energy all day and can't sit still. However, still trying to find that happy medium so I don't feel like I'm jumping out of my skin and can get back to writing and reading. Have next to no attention span when talking to people. Got a new medication today that I start tonight.

Anyway, all this to say, something in your meds is wrong and must be changed! Demand change. Don't give up hope. It will be worth it to feel better and stop just staying alive for other people (believe me I know...that's all that got me through these last 7 weeks of one extreme to another).